pls let me get de Jesus...
Mood: hopeful Watchawearing: so girly today!!!
I managed to get out of my history class, which is very good. Not bad anyway since the rest of my coursemates are taking it next sem. I just wanted to advance and overload THIS sem, but instead I'm overloading for both sems. Which is fine considering I replaced an uberhard class with PRACTICAL ARTS: WRITING AND ILLUSTRATING FOR CHILDREN. Wheeeeee!!!!
And the PERFECT thing is that it conflicts with my current Philo class. I just want to say that I was so desperate to get out of Father David's class that I was THIS close (pinches fingers) to committing something so dark and shady it could have gotten me expelled just to get out of class. (I bet you're intrigued at this point. Buwahahahahaha!!!) As in I did everything already and just needed to submit my masterpiece of deception, but then the opportunity to do illustration came up.
It really is true that when we are tempted God provides a way out so we don't have to succumb to the temptation, no matter how desperate we are to achieve the "greater good" (in my case getting out of hell prof philo). I'm praying to get Miguel de Jesus instead, not because he's supposed to be cute, but Jen said he really challenges your thinking, and I need that. I know how to get a B+ with Fr. David, but I want to LEARN, not just be another parrot. And I want an A.
I want to have my cake and eat it too....
Ricky saw me and I asked him to pray for me. So he walked with me for a while and prayed with me. Thanks bro!!! Whenever I go up to Baguio, I end up backsliding because it's so darn comfortable up there. But no more. My sem just got jump-started by all these problems. It makes me think yet again that God allows us to go down so low that we can't help but go to Him and say, "M'aidez mon Signeur!!!" (Help me, my Lord!!!")
Makes me think of my absolutely most favoritest song:
GET DOWN :: AUDIO ADRENALINE (but i admit to liking the one by Backstreet Boys too... hehehe)
Lavishly our lives are wasted Humbleness is left untasted You can't live your life to please yourself, yeah That's a tip from my mistakes Exactly what it doesn't take To win you've got to come in last place To live your life you've got to lose it And all the losers get a crown
I get down and he lifts me up I get down and he lifts me up I get down and he lifts me up I get down
All I need's another day Where I can't seem to get away From the many things that drag me down, yeah I'm sure you've had a day like me Where nothing seems to set you free From the burdens you can't carry all alone In your weakness he is stronger In your darkness he shines through When you're crying he's your comfort When your all alone, he's carrying you
I get down and he lifts me up I get down and he lifts me up I get down and he lifts me up I get down
This valley is so deep I can barely see the sun I cry out for mercy, lord You lift me up again
I get down and he lifts me up I get down and he lifts me up I get down and he lifts me up Every time I'm down the Lord lifts me up
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